It's when he falls asleep that I realise there is no one else that I really have that fucking connection with.
Beforehand, I've always had other people around who I was really close to, friend-wise or relationship-wise.
Now I've got no one else. Be it my fault or others.
There's those people who I can talk to for ages, but there's still that huge distance from "friend I can talk to about stuff" and "person I can rely on completely". The latter is what I miss. The other one can only go so far.
I even miss the people who fucked me over. Just because they were there for the time.
A girl named Sophie filled in alot of the blanks for me. I'm lonely. She was right.
Anyway. Going to meet a friend tomorrow for a while and get her... face pierced. No idea what yet. I refuse to get anymore piercings as they cost too much. Way too much for a piece of metal being stabbed through you.
Then after, I'm going to the gym. Yeah, I'm going early, rather than waiting for my next payslip etc. Why? For "teh" gains! Heh. Next I'll be following the code of GTL. I'm sure you know what I mean. If not, you're obviously not hip.
I'll post again tomorrow, complaining about my body being sore from a little exercise. ("Pussy!" - You)